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Saturday, September 18, 2010
Forever you my girl Forever be my world

Big Bang has become my newest addiction!
before i liked them and now i listen to them all the time
i was just looking through their music videos on youtube and i was like 'BIG BANG grew up!'
lol. im serious though. 'I Need a Girl' by Taeyang && 'Turn it Up' by T.O.P are just really different than the videos they use to make. but it's alright they're still sexy ass hell. especially T.O.P! hahaha. my newest favorite songs by them is 'Make Love' love it love it love it<3

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Sunday, September 12, 2010
ER

so yesterday my motherinlaw was having a hard time breathing & she's 90. so we was going to the ER but she said she couldnt so we called the ambulance. It was my 1st time even calling 911 & not having it be a prank call ; haha im stupid. but like 10 mins later the ambulance got to our place and so did the firetruck. it was scary. Ive never been so close to an ambulance or a firetruck in my life. but they rushed her to highland hospital & i told my hubby to go with her on the ambulance but he was being a bitch about, i was worried about her because she cant speak any english. but we got there & we couldnt go see her & at the same time we was walking to the doors, there were doctors rushing to the ER. freaked me out so badly. but later i found out in the family room [only one how stupid it's a trauma hospital] the doctors were rushing in because a guy came in with a stab wound ; how do i know? when i was crying my ass off in the family room, a lady came in crying with blood on her hands & an officer came in and asked me to go out & i also heard later on when i was in the room with my mom. that's sad & scary - i would hate to be in her place.

&& also it was freezing in that fucking ER. i was freezing to death, i had my sweater on and a blanket and still hella cold. i had to put the blanket over my head to keep warm. how stupid - i froze for 6 hrs waiting to go upstairs. my mom is getting better ; there was so much stuff going through my head - damn i was all crying & freaked & my hubby seemed so calm. i dont get it. but yea after waiting 6 hrs we were heading upstairs and i just had to look into the next room. i really wish i never did. there was a dude laying on the table were we was right before we moved room with a blanket over his body. && i was just like FUCKKKKK!!!!!!! i remember saying he was 23 & he just has a seizure before i was to sleep. hella scary & sad. ughhh. i really wish i never looked to my right. i still remember . fuck! i need to remember - when ever i go to the ER never look in the next room -- NEVER!!!

but today we went to see my motherinlaw - she looks a little better. they found out she had liquid in her lungs so that was causing her not being able to breathe. so they're giving her meds to clear her lungs so she can breathe better. damn i really hope we never have go thur this again - it's too scary for me. && plus i dont want to lose her yet, even though it's her time i dont want to let her go yet.


&&& yes i know my grammer sucks -- whatever

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Wednesday, September 8, 2010
got my pictures of my dsi [FINALLY]

finally i got my pictures from my dsi:]
i just wanna some pictures but here are 2 of them

she was trying to escape from me lmao
 
our family picture - she didnt want to take pictures with us

 that's about it ; not about to post a lot i wish i could though 
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selling geo & sellshell lenses

regular lenses are $17 shipped && crazy/animated lenses are $19 shipped 
only for USA buyers ; srry about that
if you want to order pls message me at  hmoobvajtsab@yahoo.com
if you want supply rates or have questions - pls message me at hmoobvajtsab@yahoo.com
thanks lisa

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click on the links below to view pictures of the lenses

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-clear / cute lenses-  $17shipped
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- crazy / animated/ cosplay lenses - $19 shipped
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Saturday, September 4, 2010
going to the post office

so like 3 days ago i walked to the post office which is probably only a mile awhile and took me less than an hr to get there and back. so whatever but today my fatherinlaw lecture me & my hubby saying that i shouldn't walk alone & it's wrong & more stuff. ughhhh. i don't get it. my motherinlaw takes the bus to go shopping all the time && i just walked a mile. & he didnt even know until someone called him saying that they saw me walking alone. why the fuck do people always gotta talk shit, like really though, they act like i was walking alone with some dude or something. how fucking stupid. i fucking hate people around here; talking way too much shit. i cant fucking stand dumb fuckers like that, just mind your own business & stop butting into my life. STUPID!

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finised editing my layout

haha it took me awhile to finish it my layout but it was my 1st time attempting to edit a layout for my blogspot so it's ok. & im not even all the way done, i still gotta finish some other stuff & put more songs onto my music player. i would do it but it's 12:26AM hahaha so yea. & thanks for http://www.blogskins.com/ for the help with my layout. well goodnight. ill be back on in the monring or afternoon if it's not so hot trm. [i hope not]

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Friday, September 3, 2010
i feel like ranting

1. very 1st post on blogger
2. today's jea's 3 month birthday
3. yesterday was my 19th bithday

ughhh my day is not going the best. stupid stupid stupid. i freaking hate that i have no freedom at all. all i do is stay home now, fucking hate how everyone is so fucked up. i wish i could go back home but really i hate it back home even more. family will always equal drama, it's always been like that. i heard that my younger brother beat the crap out of my older sister, my younger sister even said that my parents didnt do shit about it. NO DUH! my parents never do a damn thing to help us sisters. it's all about my fucking brothers. well whatever that's why our family is so fucked up. uggh

and yesterday i turened 19 and sarn didnt even care to do anything for me, he didnt even spend the day with me. stupid. i just fucking watched Shining Inheritance & took care of Jea all damn day and didnt even say happy birthday to me until i said something to him.what a sad birthday.

& day is jea's 3 month birthday. she's getting really big and she more awake now & she's even sleeping the whole night with us. hahaha i was kinda worry about it but we saw the doctor on the 1st and he said it's normal and that we should starting letting her sleep in a crib or bassinet. im thinking about it but no money at the moment. damn:[ & btw Jea is not her official name. hahaha. i want to call her that - her english name but im not sure yet. i wanted gina but people didn't like it and i don't really like it either. i want it as Madison but sarn can say it right, he says 'medicine' hahaha. oh whatever ill figure it out later or sooner.

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