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so yesterday my motherinlaw was having a hard time breathing & she's 90. so we was going to the ER but she said she couldnt so we called the ambulance. It was my 1st time even calling 911 & not having it be a prank call ; haha im stupid. but like 10 mins later the ambulance got to our place and so did the firetruck. it was scary. Ive never been so close to an ambulance or a firetruck in my life. but they rushed her to highland hospital & i told my hubby to go with her on the ambulance but he was being a bitch about, i was worried about her because she cant speak any english. but we got there & we couldnt go see her & at the same time we was walking to the doors, there were doctors rushing to the ER. freaked me out so badly. but later i found out in the family room [only one how stupid it's a trauma hospital] the doctors were rushing in because a guy came in with a stab wound ; how do i know? when i was crying my ass off in the family room, a lady came in crying with blood on her hands & an officer came in and asked me to go out & i also heard later on when i was in the room with my mom. that's sad & scary - i would hate to be in her place.

&& also it was freezing in that fucking ER. i was freezing to death, i had my sweater on and a blanket and still hella cold. i had to put the blanket over my head to keep warm. how stupid - i froze for 6 hrs waiting to go upstairs. my mom is getting better ; there was so much stuff going through my head - damn i was all crying & freaked & my hubby seemed so calm. i dont get it. but yea after waiting 6 hrs we were heading upstairs and i just had to look into the next room. i really wish i never did. there was a dude laying on the table were we was right before we moved room with a blanket over his body. && i was just like FUCKKKKK!!!!!!! i remember saying he was 23 & he just has a seizure before i was to sleep. hella scary & sad. ughhh. i really wish i never looked to my right. i still remember . fuck! i need to remember - when ever i go to the ER never look in the next room -- NEVER!!!

but today we went to see my motherinlaw - she looks a little better. they found out she had liquid in her lungs so that was causing her not being able to breathe. so they're giving her meds to clear her lungs so she can breathe better. damn i really hope we never have go thur this again - it's too scary for me. && plus i dont want to lose her yet, even though it's her time i dont want to let her go yet.


&&& yes i know my grammer sucks -- whatever

so yesterday my motherinlaw was having a hard time breathing & she's 90. so we was going to the ER but she said she couldnt so we called the ambulance. It was my 1st time even calling 911 & not having it be a prank call ; haha im stupid. but like 10 mins later the ambulance got to our place and so did the firetruck. it was scary. Ive never been so close to an ambulance or a firetruck in my life. but they rushed her to highland hospital & i told my hubby to go with her on the ambulance but he was being a bitch about, i was worried about her because she cant speak any english. but we got there & we couldnt go see her & at the same time we was walking to the doors, there were doctors rushing to the ER. freaked me out so badly. but later i found out in the family room [only one how stupid it's a trauma hospital] the doctors were rushing in because a guy came in with a stab wound ; how do i know? when i was crying my ass off in the family room, a lady came in crying with blood on her hands & an officer came in and asked me to go out & i also heard later on when i was in the room with my mom. that's sad & scary - i would hate to be in her place.

&& also it was freezing in that fucking ER. i was freezing to death, i had my sweater on and a blanket and still hella cold. i had to put the blanket over my head to keep warm. how stupid - i froze for 6 hrs waiting to go upstairs. my mom is getting better ; there was so much stuff going through my head - damn i was all crying & freaked & my hubby seemed so calm. i dont get it. but yea after waiting 6 hrs we were heading upstairs and i just had to look into the next room. i really wish i never did. there was a dude laying on the table were we was right before we moved room with a blanket over his body. && i was just like FUCKKKKK!!!!!!! i remember saying he was 23 & he just has a seizure before i was to sleep. hella scary & sad. ughhh. i really wish i never looked to my right. i still remember . fuck! i need to remember - when ever i go to the ER never look in the next room -- NEVER!!!

but today we went to see my motherinlaw - she looks a little better. they found out she had liquid in her lungs so that was causing her not being able to breathe. so they're giving her meds to clear her lungs so she can breathe better. damn i really hope we never have go thur this again - it's too scary for me. && plus i dont want to lose her yet, even though it's her time i dont want to let her go yet.


&&& yes i know my grammer sucks -- whatever